is it bad that i tell everyone that i will never ever live with my husband's mother? i tried to forgive about the past, then she does things to show how she disrespect me as a wife to my husband. sometimes i regret coming to his country. sacrificing what i had. i feel alone and have noone to talk to that will understand my situation. my husband just lets people talk s### about me. my life is f#####. ive sacrificed more than my husband did. he sacrificed what, buying expensive things for himself. i dont need any of those this because things are replaceable. ive been here for him, helped him with his diabetes, gave him a child that he always wanted. i am trying to still take care of him. but i need someone to take care of me too. and i dont feel it. really so down right now. i forgave him when he f##### me everyday saying he loves me while telling i love you and i miss you to his ex. when i told his family about it and his friends. guess what they say, suck it up because he had 20years of relationship with the ex. wtf!!!! i had 36years of relationship with my country living there and i gave it up to be with him.