I am SO FED UP with my partner right now! I swear, I don't even recognize the person they've become. They're always so critical, so condescending, so completely unsupportive.
I feel like I'm walking on eggshells around them, never knowing when they're going to blow up at me for something ridiculous. And don't even get me started on the lack of communication! They never listen to me, never try to understand my perspective. It's always their way or the highway.
And the worst part is, they have no idea how their behavior is affecting me. They're so self-absorbed, so caught up in their own little world. They don't care that I'm hurting, that I'm feeling completely drained and exhausted by this relationship.
I'm tired of being their emotional punching bag. I'm tired of being constantly criticized and belittled. I'm tired of feeling like I'm not good enough, like I'm never going to measure up.
You know what the worst part is? I love them. I love them so much, and that's what makes this so hard. I want to believe that they're capable of change, that they're capable of being a good partner. But right now, I just don't see it.
I feel like I'm stuck in this toxic cycle, and I don't know how to get out. I feel like I'm losing myself in this relationship, like I'm disappearing into thin air.
I just wish they could see me, really see me. I wish they could understand how their behavior is affecting me. I wish they could love me for who I am, instead of trying to change me into something I'm not.
But until that day comes, I'm stuck in this nightmare. And I don't know how much more of it I can take. #ToxicRelationship #EmotionalAbuse #RelationshipStruggles #MentalHealthMatters #SelfLoveJourney
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