My house has freeloaders. Well, I found out the word for it only 3 months ago or so. My mother is trying out meditation, healing and becoming more spiritual to 'Find herself' . I'm not really that type of person of that belief. Anyway, it's been like a year since we've known them and my entire life feels so hopeless. Before they started to get closer to us, my hobbies, tuition and school life were all surprisingly ok. But then, they started getting closer and my life slowly started turning upside down. First, my relatives. We started to not talk to them at all. Literally started to drift away from em'. Then, my school life. The more time spent with them, the more I FELL BEHIND. I wasn't and still not smart enough to study by myself for every chapter. Now, I'm homeschooling. And I'm back to year 6. The homeschooling curriculum is funked up too? I mean, my sisters are like 3 and 4 years younger than me. My most youngest sister hasn't even tone schooling and cant keep up. My other sister HAS the opportunity to go EVEN HIGHER than her ACTUAL grade and isn't even taking it seriously. I can't even. Now my whole life only revolves around them, my family. It is so irritating and vexxing how I'm meeting the SAME people everyday, every week, every month who makes my blood boil. I'm not even hiding it well. Even if I could meet my relatives, I'm not on the level of being that close to them. My mom. She seems so much livelier with them but, with the freeloaders kids she is so drained. She thinks their helping her and yet I don't see any GOOD progress. Spiritually, I guess. But other than that, they are using her money. Which is my dad's money. Their both unemployed and I'm genuinely considering of unaliving myself but can't bring myself to do it. Luckily no one is going to see this! Just wanted to rant and vent lmao :p
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