im dating someone who is kind and sweet but the connection just feels thin like we’re trying to stitch something together that was never whole from the start every time we talk it’s like dragging a conversation uphill and i catch myself faking smiles and hiding parts of who i am and i hate it i hate that it feels like a duty not a joy
and then there’s him the friend who came back into my life out of nowhere and suddenly everything feels light again effortless we laugh we click it feels right but he’s taken and i’m taken and i feel so d### guilty for even letting my heart drift this way but it’s not like i planned it and it’s not like i can just shut it off
he makes me feel seen makes me feel like i can breathe like i’m not walking on eggshells and now i’m stuck wishing for something i can’t have and regretting something i already have and i feel awful about all of it
i hate being in this place where no matter what i do someone gets hurt and maybe it’s me most of all
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