I totally messed up and feel like such an idiot My first mistake was ever thinking I wouldn't catch feelings for this guy Id been casually seeing for over a year I actually started to care about him looking forward to our time together for more than just the sex But he was always super clear what we had was just physical He'd even bluntly tell me to give his friend a chance since his friend had been interested in me forever So last night after a few beers I was a bit tipsy when I got to his place I'm still not sure if my anger was even rational looking back on it I just absolutely lost it because he wouldn't have sex with me claiming he didn't have condoms But he didn't bother to tell me that until AFTER Id already gone down on him and he'd finished in my mouth I was so furious I told him if I walked out that door he better never text or contact me again What makes it feel even worse is how easily he just said okay and let me go This tiny stupid naive part of me actually thought he might try to stop me but he didn't This is probably way too much information but I just had to get it all out there
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