idk what i’m even doing with my life anymore. i feel like i’m just here. like i wake up, exist, go to sleep, repeat. nothing feels real half the time. i smile when i have to, say i’m fine when people ask but it’s bullshit and no one actually cares anyway.
i got friends, i got family, but i still feel so alone. like i could disappear and it wouldn’t change a thing. no one really knows me. not really.
i’m tired. not like physically tired, just tired of being “on” all the time. tired of pretending i’m okay. tired of carrying all this s### in my head and acting like i’m good.
sometimes i just want someone to ask how i’m doing and actually mean it. not small talk. not fake concern. just someone who sees me.
i don’t even know what i need. i just know i’m not okay.
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