I’m stuck in this inactive, dead lifestyle, and it’s eating me alive. Every single day is the same: wake up, do nothing, go to bed. Rinse and repeat. I feel like I’m just wasting away, like the world is moving on without me, and I’m just here... stagnant. No energy, no motivation, no purpose—it’s suffocating.
I hate it, but at the same time, I don’t even know how to pull myself out of it. Every time I think about changing, about doing something different, it feels impossible. Like, where do I even start? It’s a cycle I can’t seem to break. I sit around, scrolling mindlessly, feeling miserable, knowing I need to do something—but then I just... don’t. And the more time passes, the worse it gets.
I don’t want to feel this way. I don’t want to be stuck in this endless loop of doing nothing and feeling like nothing. But d###, it’s hard to climb out of this hole when it feels like the walls are closing in. I just want to feel alive again.