you know what's infuriating?! The fact that I JUST CAN'T SEEM TO MAINTAIN ANYTHING IN MY LIFE!
It's like, I'll get excited about a new hobby or routine, and I'll stick to it for a few weeks, maybe even a few months... BUT THEN, I'LL JUST DROP IT LIKE IT'S HOT!
My apartment's a mess, my car's a disaster, my relationships are inconsistent... IT'S LIKE I'M CONSTANTLY PLAYING CATCH-UP, BUT NEVER ACTUALLY CATCHING UP!
I'll make a to-do list, and then I'll just ignore it. I'll set reminders, and then I'll just snooze them. I'll promise myself I'll start fresh on Monday... BUT MONDAY ALWAYS SEEMS TO SLIP AWAY!
It's not like I'm lazy, it's just... I DON'T KNOW, IT'S LIKE I HAVE A SHORT ATTENTION SPAN OR SOMETHING!
I'll get obsessed with a new TV show, and I'll binge-watch the entire series in one weekend... BUT THEN I'LL FORGET TO DO MY LAUNDRY FOR WEEKS!
I'll spend hours perfecting a new recipe, but then I'll forget to meal prep for the rest of the week...
IT'S LIKE I'M CAPABLE OF FOCUSING ON ONE THING, BUT ONLY FOR A LIMITED TIME... AND THEN I JUST LOSE STEAM!