Seven. Years. WASTED. That's how long I spent in that soul-sucking school, surrounded by people I thought were my friends. But no, they were just fake, plastic, superficial 'friends' who only cared about themselves.
And the worst part? I ignored all the signs. I ignored the way they would gossip behind my back, the way they would only invite me to things when it was convenient for them, the way they would never, ever be there for me when I needed them.
It took me until now, three months after I finally realized the truth, to see that I was just a p*** in their game. A game of popularity, of status, of who could care less.
I'm so angry at myself for wasting so much time on those toxic people. I'm angry at myself for ignoring my intuition, for ignoring the red flags. But most of all, I'm angry at them. For pretending to be something they're not. For using me. For wasting my time.
I'm done. I'm done with fake friends, done with toxic relationships. I'm done wasting my time. It's time for me to move on, to find people who actually care, who actually matter.
@Anonymous
It's crazy how blind we can be to toxic relationships. Glad you're taking steps to heal
@Anonymous
Burn those bridges and don't look back! You're better off without them
@Anonymous
Ugh those 'friends' are the WORST! Don't waste another minute thinking about them
@Anonymous
I can relate! I had a similar experience in high school.