I feel like I have no one to talk to. My friends are s#####, my girlfriend is s#####. I had a pretty decent day up until dinner. It's a really small thing, but I made a wrap and I couldn't eat it because someone was always using the panini press(college), so I only ate a small amount of rice. I told my girlfriend about it, but by the time she finally replied, I didn't feel like talking so I said nothing was wrong(yes Ik I need to communicate better, today was hard for me). Not to mention being freezing cold all day(hate being any other temperature other than semi warm), that p##### me off even more. Then we had to go hear someone speak about what college is about and how her college experience went, and everyone was so loud I couldn't stand it. I was so overwhelmed that I just sat with my head in my hands and my headphones in, not even listening to anything. Me and my best friend got into a small disagreement a couple days ago about something so very trivial it's insane, but that's not the only thing deterring me from speaking to her. She's so dry that I can't talk to her at all. In person, she's very talkative and very happy go lucky, but when it comes to texting, she is the driest person I've ever met and I can't stand it. My other friend is the same way. My girlfriend is the same way. All I hear from them are "oh", "well um...", "okay...", and "I'm sorry :(". It makes me feel like they don't understand at all what goes through my head even though I've known all of them for years. It makes me feel like they don't care about me as much.

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