im hypersexual and i have a gooning addiction like im not even kidding. i just got done doing exactly what you think i was doing so maybe my conscious is clouded up by l### rn but i don't hate it nearly as much anymore and i have an actually healthy relationship with my body in that way. that being said, my hypersexual tendencies as a whole make me hate myself a lot. i cant look anyone in the eyes after gooning or drawing nsfw vent art. h### i even get nervous when people text me while im doing it because at that point, you might as well pull up a chair and watch me do it. i feel so bad my qpp doesn't know what a pervert i am. they're hypersexual too but im an actual phreak and theyre asexual as well as being sex repulsed. actually i feel so bad that none of my friends or loved ones (except my brother) know im like this. to them, im subspace the chill furry dude who would protect them at all costs and carries around a plushie. really though im just 3 lustful maggots in a trenchcoat