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I'm seriously worried that I won't be able to function in adulthood. I'm already struggling to get through each day, and the thought of taking on more responsibilities is overwhelming.
I feel like I'm just going through the motions, trying to survive. But I'm not sure how I'm supposed to become a responsible adult when I can barely take care of myself.
It's like, I know I'm not alone in feeling this way. But it's hard to shake the feeling that everyone else has their life together except me.
I guess I'll just have to take things one step at a time and hope that I'll figure things out as I go. But it's hard to see how I'm going to make it work.
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I'm so done with the games, the manipulation, the lies. I'm done with being treated like a p### in someone else's game of chess.
You know what really gets my blood boiling? It's the fact that he thought he could just play me like a fiddle. He thought he could just use his charm and his good looks to get what he wanted from me. And you know what? It almost worked.
But I'm not stupid. I'm not naive. And I'm not going to let someone like him get away with treating me like dirt.
I'm sick of the games, the flirting, the fake smiles. I'm sick of being treated like an object, like a prize to be won. I'm sick of being used and discarded like a piece of trash.
You know what I want? I want... Read Full Rant
I'm still seething with rage after what happened. I can't believe I let someone like that into my life. I feel like I've been punched in the gut, and I'm still trying to catch my breath.
How dare he! How dare he pretend to be interested in me, pretend to care about my feelings, and then just use me for his own selfish purposes. It's like he thought I was just a disposable toy, something he could play with and then toss aside when he was done.
And you know what the worst part is? It's not even the fact that he used me. It's the fact that he didn't even have the decency to be honest about it. He just lied to me, straight to my face, and expected me to believe him.
I'm so angry, I'm shaking. I'm so angry, I'm... Read Full Rant
I'm still trying to process the anger and hurt I'm feeling right now. I went on a date with this guy, thinking he was genuinely interested in getting to know me. But boy, was I wrong.
It turns out, he just wanted to use me to get what he wanted. He pretended to be all charming and interested, but really, he was just manipulating me to get his own needs met.
I feel so stupid for falling for it. I feel like I was just a means to an end for him. He didn't care about me or my feelings; he just cared about what he could get from me.
And the worst part is, I thought I was being cautious. I thought I was being smart and not letting my guard down too quickly. But I guess I was wrong.