talking to guys? Seriously feels like walking a tightrope sometimes. Especially at 18, it's like, what even is the deal with teen boys? I've just about decided they're either total nobodies or they think they're hot stuff but are still somehow losers. There's no in-between! They could be way out of my league or not even deserve my attention, but it honestly feels like none of them have a clue what love even means. I'm not trying to be all bitter or anything, but I've just lost all hope. It just blows my mind how my luck is so consistently terrible, or maybe they're all just like this? Maybe I've got trust issues, who knows, but I'm so over all the drama.