I won't be able to go. They're asking for too much, things I just can't give. It would mean reliving the worst semester I've ever had, and that would completely tarnish the whole experience, destroying the magic of what this "dream land" could be. I probably should have seen this coming; it's what I get for daring to believe I could have such a wonderful time. Of course I can't. Only the rich, the lucky, and the "normal" get to enjoy things like that. The world just wasn't made for people like me.