my best friend of almost 8 years broke up with me last summer, about this time. it was right before my birthday too. ive been thinking about her alot recently and i don't know what to do. it was such a bad breakup too and it was super dramatic. i called her mom, probably saving her life honestly and she hated me for it. she later apologized but things were never the same. weeks later her mom told me to never contact their family again. but i see her everywhere. i have to pass her house on the way to anything. i see her dad's lawn mowing business all over my neighbourhood. i see her in every place we had a memory. and it hasn't stopped hurting. i made a fake instagram accoutn so i could still follow her, and she's been moving on completely fine without me. i don't know how to let this go, and i'm not sure if i want to honestly. please i need help and advice.