Been stuck in bed again lately the injury flared up and the pain’s nonstop. but what’s worse is how isolated i feel. it’s like the world keeps going and i’m just... here, invisible. it’s hard not to spiral when boredom and loneliness pile up. makes me think about how i push people away before they get the chance to see me as not enough. old wounds from bullying still run deep. and now all i do is look for temporary fixes online, just to feel something anything.