I'm just so overwhelmed with everything. It feels like I'm constantly apologizing for how stressed I am with my online class. Then my family keeps complaining that I'm not spending enough time with them, always trying to drag me places. It's like they don't get that I'm completely swamped. Honestly, sometimes it all just gets to be too much, and I have these panic attacks where I just cry for hours. Most of the time, all I want to do is sleep because I'm so incredibly stressed about every single thing. And then, on the rare occasion I'm not stressed, I just want to relax. I want to go on Tumblr for a while, just chill, because for once, I'm actually not feeling that crushing weight. It feels like I have to apologize for that too.