[Cosplay... Rant?] (Repost, wish me luck admin 😭)

Its not really a rant but it is? But im not sure.. i'll just put it out there!

Today i went out as Kanna Kamui! I was very happy and just excited overall to go out in this cosplay since I've never wore it out before ╥﹏╥
And the reactions i got as i walked to my plaza are very pleasing and it made me happy! :DD

Sad thing is it was rainy and i wasn't out there for long.. And there weren't a lot of people there either, but i still enjoyed myself despite it 💜

But what made it so special to me is that.. Its one of the first times I've gone out in a cosplay in 1-2 Years since I kept being denied by my mother to go out for understandable reasons like weird people, or not able to handle myself while im outside. I remember asking her just a few times during 2024 if i could go out because there was this event I've been preparing for ending up not being able to go which was happening on my birth month, so i was completely devastated. But i understand her reason :'')

Or even when going out with my online friends yearly at December, it was only a one time meet up with them and i really wanted to go, even when they offered to pay for me i was still denied.. It was heartbreaking because i loved my friends dearly (╯︵╰,) My friends also wanted me to come to, so i told them to go without me, i was in disbelief at first.. but in the end they didn't go because i wasn't going to