I had a online best friend for about two years. We we're pretty Close that I even Had her Snapchat and Tiktok. We were Always talking, chatting and playing vid o Games together. I was Always trying my best to comfort her About her insecureties, Arguments with her parents etc. but one day she blocked me randomly and I was confused so I tried to contact them even tho she blocked me on every app I Had her in but About after 2 weeks I Somehow got to contact them Just for her to Tell me She blocked me Just Like that. I didn't think much of it I Just thought it's fine. And then we were cool until one day she sent me Text saying she didn't want to wake up anymore and that she felt weird in her Body and everything. I was so worried I was shaking texting her fastly because I thought she committed maybe s... I felt very guilty and filthy for some days thinking what If she really died maybe and I could've comforted her or changed something. I couldn't eat or sleep the days I even dreamt about her and then her other Bestie went onto her Account saying she's distancing herself and then recently she blocked me again suddenly. I tried my best to keep Our friendship intact and be Always there for her. She was really Important to me I don't know what to do. I Miss her I feel so Bad but I don't know If I can contact her again or anything. I also can't handle my overwhelming emotions at the moment. It feels Like my mental health worsens with all that blocking she does