HOLY F###... why does everything always fall on ME?? like i’m the fkn default person to fix s###, clean up the mess, be the understanding one, the forgiving one, the strong one. i’m SO done playing therapist to people who wouldn’t even notice if i disappeared. i’m tired of pretending i’m okay just so no one else feels uncomfortable. do i get to break down?? do i get to scream?? no—cuz then i’m “too much” or “overreacting.” nah. f### that. for once, i wanna be the problem. i wanna be loud. i wanna be selfish. i’m drowning and y’all just keep handing me more water.