I asked my two cousins (both are sisters) to be my maid of honor and bridesmaid. They declined. These are cousins that we have played with since childhood. Their father and my mother are brother and sister. Fine. I understand. However, they never even showed up at the wedding. They Never told husband and I the reason why they didn't go and never truly apologized. I stop communicating with them. I am done. After this horrible emotional heartbreak, I cant get myself to be in any close relationship