i did something stupid, but my boyfriend did something even worst. she didn’t lock his phone and his mum found out that we had sex. so my mum knows too. having a religious mum, she made me go to religious classes and if i don’t attend them, i have to quit school. I hate this. i don’t find a use. i want to study, leave this home i call prison, and just migrate to austrailia. my parents told everybody and now i’m all alone. i told my trustworthy friend what happened, she gave me support, but i’m still lost. i just feel like giving up on life. everybody keeps nagging at me. and if this isn’t enough, i can’t cope with my studies, i’ve been sleeping late. cutting. i don’t even have an appetite anymore. i just wan’t to die. i hate my family. the life of an asian.