if I were to commit suicide I'd be permanently solving all of my permanent problems that no one gives a f### about all at once. I've gone through therapy four times now, I've been hospitalized twice, and I've been put on anxiety and anti-psychotic meds (before I was diagnosed with PTSD).

Hard work hasn't changed anything. My degree is meaningless. Talking to people, esp women is impossible. Even with breathing techniques. It's coming sooner than later, and it'll be good for everyone.