I'm done though. I don't give a f### anymore. I barely speak to anyone, especially women, at work for a reason. it's the only way to keep my job.

Nothing matters anymore though. I got enough meds and a knife to be an hero and a feminist ally. Almost did it by drinking so much I missed out on a concert last year. OD'd on Acetaminophen a few months ago. I'll solve my problems sooner or later.

Only one way to pull it off because people are a#######. All of them.