Besides, the only things that keep me alive or got me anywhere are anger and spite. People tell you that anger will tear you down, but they're wrong. Anger can be incredibly motivating to do the right s###, and do it well. Spite too for that matter. Have enough people tell you that you'll never amount to s###, and you'll find a reason to make decent money or finally get a degree. Not that you'll want half as much to do with them as they may you when the dust settles because f### them.