so recently I’ve realized how much i cry at night and in the shower because of my parents. they have said some pretty nasty things to me “you make me sick to my stomach” “you are an eye sore” “you are so stupid” this one time before my soccer practice we got into a fight about my grades and how I’m stupid and how i make them sick and I’m a huge disappointment, usually i just listen and walk off when there done but i snapped. i yelled back “YOU GUYS SAY YOURE SAD ABOUT HOW IM NOT DOING SO WELL IN SCHOOL HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL!?” they stared at me and told me to get out of the car and go to practice i refused and told them I’m still crying wait for me to clean up but they didn’t care and they kicked me out of the car and i had to go to the bathroom and cry for 30 min before i could go to practice. they never said sorry. i never told them but i have mild depression lots of people say this and i could be wrong. i cry almost every day about how i don’t belong here i have scars from hurting myself at a young age and i have to force a smile. when I’m at my sports i don’t like playing them anymore…