People out here really try to pretend they care about suicide and socioeconomics isn't ever something people think about. That's why growing up a poor nish nish or niiji as they kids like to say really f##### me up. Because girls don't care. People don't care. It's all my f###### fault. Like always.

And now I can finally fix what I f##### up apparently, but you're gonna pretend to give a f###. If you had before this point we wouldn't be here. There's a lot of s### in life "sorry" doesn't fix.