g## help me im dying over here. i said i’d do this stupid no contact thing with my boyfriend and it’s only been like 4 DAYS and i’m cracking already. i miss him so bad i feel like my chest is gonna split. why does it have to hurt like this? why can’t we just go back to 2 years ago when it was actually good, before the fights and the bullshit. he’s the one, like i don’t want anyone else, i don’t even LOOK at anyone else. why can’t he just fix the little s### he does that drives me insane? why is it always me hurting and begging for him to see it?? i hate this so much i want him back but i also hate that i want him.