By looking at the sites that advertise what I said to others to do, overseas, it just gets me motivated to live life again and utilize all of my experience and IQ and education in finance to make it look splurge like, yet be fiscally reserved, rational and affordable so that every person can do this. Oh well. More for me then and a growing amount of others who see society for the hypocrisy it is and how it makes people suffer and realize they can only live their lives and live it well.