But it just reminds me of the bullet I dodged when I was disowned and then said since I was, not to include me in any inheritance, give that s### to other family. I probably would not have spent that money, or if I had to, would've done all in my power to make sure at bare minimum I replace the principal, and then even feel the intense pressure of making said money grow using my knowledge. Because it carries the weight of the love and overall past of effort from my dead relatives.