Continuation, whenever I just put my phone down like a whole wave of loneliness just hits me realizing I am really nothing without my online presence like thats the only way people truly know me, that account really was how I had confidence people liking things I post, commenting, interacting, following, it made me genuinely happy but now it feels like im starting all from scratch and its horrible, if my account truly is deactivated I'll seriously not know what to do.