idk why i even open my mouth anymore. no one hears me. ppl just WAIT till im done so they can start flapping abt their own c###. like i could say the one thing killing me inside & all i get is “yea same” or some half dead “ikr” and then its back to them whining. like HELLO??? im drowning here?? but nah just nod and move on like i’m background noise. maybe i should just quit talking at all. silence at least dont lie to me.