I feel like i’m running on fumes all the time. Like my whole body is screaming stop but i just keep dragging myself through the day anyway. everything’s falling apart — dishes piled up, laundry everywhere, i can’t remember the last time i ate something decent. my brain won’t shut up but it also won’t let me do anything. i stare at the same to-do list every day and get nothing done, then hate myself for being lazy, then get even more stuck. people keep telling me “you’re strong, you’ll get through this” and i want to scream because i don’t FEEL strong. I feel like i’m hanging by a thread and nobody actually sees it. I don’t want pep talks. I don’t want fake positivity. I just want someone to look me in the eye and say yeah, this sucks. I get it. Youre not crazy. Because right now i feel like i’m disappearing and no one would notice if i did.