JOHN WICK CHAPTER 5 BETTER NOT FOLLOW ALL THE SAME STORY LINE OF THE LAST 4 MOVIES I MEAN DON'T GET ME WRONG ITS F###### AWESOME MOVIES BUT I NEED SOMETHING DIFFERENT NOW!!!!!!!!!
im exhausted i keep showing up i keep being kind i keep pushing through the stress but nothing ever changes no matter how hard i try it just never works out and im so d### tired of it
everyone around me is settling down rings babies houses and im just sitting here like so whats your favorite color no seriously tell me because at this rate thats the deepest conversation im having
I hate it I hate how they never shut up always whining always picking at every little thing like Iโm some project to fix they called me retarded loud ignorant told me to read more like it would somehow change me so I did I kept my head down I distanced myself I did exactly what they wanted but now suddenly Iโm selfish rude ungrateful nothing I do is ever right nothing is ever enough and Iโm so d### tired of it
im exhausted and i dont even know why im on the schedule today ๐ฉ please just make these hours fly by lor
just stop im trying so hard to steer clear of this dont you see that take the hint every time you bring it up it sets off this spiral of anxiety everything is moving too fast and i just need you to let it go please
How can you love me, I don't understand stand please explain your self we literally only been talking a week
its confusing caught in this inbetween space we talk like were something more like theres a label just out of reach but were not and i dont know how im supposed to feel about that is it hope โจ is it frustration whatever it is it lingers
Guilt won't patch the cracks. No amount of gifts can erase what's broken. If the problem runs deeper, throwing money at it just buries the real issue under shiny distractions. Fix the foundation, not the faรงade.
that fear is suffocating I love her fully recklessly but in the back of my mind theres always that gnawing doubt what if im not enough what if she strays I trust her yet somehow im still afraid love and fear tangled together and I dont know how to untie the knot