IM TRYING TO MAKE AN APPOINTMENT AND I TRIED TO REBOOK TWICE BUT NONE FO THEM WERE GOOD TIMES BECAUSE MY RIDE WONT COMMUNICATE WITH ME GOOD SO I CALL AGAIN AND THEY HUNG UP ON ME IM GONNA DIE FROM A TOOTH INFECTION I DOTN WANAN DIE
Is it crazy? Or am I?
Staring into the nothingness as I remember what it felt like. The anger I always carry with me now feels a lot lighter.
is it the sun? Burning away the ice that grew ever since august.
I like to think that no matter what season it is, I’ll always be sick. But lately sick isn’t what it used to be. Am I different?
The anger is still in me, I feel it, but the anger is overturned by chaos. My head looks like a thread being thrown around a room. It changes colors constantly and just when you think you can unravel it, the mess gets bigger.
Overtime you learn to live in the mess. Untie a few knots, paint over some colors.
Even in a tornado there’s calmth. The difference between me and... Read Full Rant
every single day its the same bullshit non stop texts about every little thing every errand every dumb outfit every meme i dont care i dont care what brand of bread she bought i dont care what dress she picks for some wedding that means nothing to me i planned my own wedding she barely acknowledged it asked her for two tiny favors she dragged her feet so long i had to do it myself and yet here she is obsessing over a guest dress for two weeks she has zero real responsibilities no pets no partner no demanding job just endless phone time but somehow she still cant make it on time for anything three d### hours late to my wedding canceling plans last second because the weather isnt perfect and now while im literally on vacation she wont stop texting not even to ask how it is just... Read Full Rant
i love them i really do but sometimes i just wish i didnt have cats its been years of chaos screeching fights never-ending tension she never got along with our old cat hated him but tolerated the dog so we tried again got the black and white cat hoping for peace but no she hates him too refuses to be held refuses to sit on our laps just stays in my room except to eat at night and him hes destructive claws everything wrecks furniture eats plants theres no winning every morning instead of waking up peacefully i get a shrieking battle and i swear after seven years im just tired
parked outside work staring at the building and wishing i could be anywhere else last week something happened that really got to me and now im walking straight into the same mess again i’ll go in i have to but i dont want to
I do not know why I am crying all I know is that I will miss him
That felt so d### good 😍 I needed that
why can't people just listen to me?
i REALLY want to flirt with guys and get some d### like i haven't had any in months but everytime im around guys i can't maintain eye contact AT F###### ALL WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!
i need help, but i'm too f###### afraid to ask for it.