Another cigarette. Burning it all away, just like him. Every puff, his ghost. Pathetic. Need to stop both. But the smoke and the memories... tangled. Self-destructing, thinking of someone who probably doesn't give a d###. S##### way to live. When will it end?
f##### sometimes I just get sad outta nowhere ya know? Like, just hits me. And I f##### hate it. Don't even know why. Just... bleh. Don't like feelin' like s### for nothin
I'm so f###### frustrated with myself. I know I need to exercise, like, desperately need to. But this g###### depression just weighs me down, makes it feel absolutely impossible to even get started. And the worst part? I've been here before. Lost some weight, felt good for a bit, then just... gave the h### up. Twice! Now I'm back to square one, and honestly, finding a million bullshit reasons not to even try isn't helping anyone, least of all me. I just need to kick my own d### b### and do it already. No more f###### excuses.
I really don’t think I’m his crush. This makes me feel really sad. I thought I was. What if I ruined my chance
Trying not to randomly ask people "Do you hate me" or say "I miss you" (we talked 10 minutes ago) is a daily agony
This whole situation is absurd. So basically. I have a friend with BPD and likely some other cluster B disorder and we became friends and I was their FP. Me being their FP means they gave me lots of attention and I really enjoyed it.
But nowadays I’m not really their FP anymore. I am genuinely a close friend of theirs. But they have a problem with avoiding those they genuinely care about. So it’s led to me feeling unwanted or abandoned and like I NEED to be their FP again even though me not being their FP is a good thing- it’s a sign they genuinely like and care for me MORE because the FP attachment is inherently shallow. But now we rarely talk and I’m so sad I wanna talk to them more come back care about me again please
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Turns out I have a severe vitamin D deficiency. That explains why I’ve been taking naps daily and still been exhausted.
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