I cant f###### stand her. The sight of her makes me want to vomit.
I dont want to lose her. shes my best friend
Just woke up from a dream where a girl I just met irl admitted to being "madly in love with me." Obviously made me feel good in the moment but it's f##### up that my subconscious would tell me something so blatantly and cruelly false 🙃
Is it really okay to just...abandon your best friend and whole friend group because your friend dated someone who said s##### stuff about you...?
I'm doubting myself. For clarity I am not the one who did the abandoning, I am the one dating the guy. I did so because I was under the impression he apologized and there was no longer any ill will, but it has resulted in my best friend completely shutting me out. Am I in the wrong?
Anyone else have a Scooters Coffee Addiction???? Their coffee is so freaking good!!
I should probably tell my therapist about the f##### up stories I write but I am scared
It's flown low enough and close enough for me to have gotten a clear look. I've been able to narrow it down to a few possible models. It's not a manned drone from what I've seen. It doesn't have a person in it. It isn't shining its lights directly into my place but it does make frequent passes. It could be a neighbor hobbyist but it's too big. They'd have to be rich and this isn't more than a middle class neighborhood. I am leaning towards maybe an mnr survey drone.
I was just lying there, thinking things were FINE, and your PHONE POPS UP with a reminder to LIE TO ME?! To MY FACE?! About going out on FRIDAY?! What the actual H###?! What kind of relationship is this?! You need a reminder to deceive me?! What are you even PLANNING?! Sneaking around? Doing g## knows what?! I feel like an absolute idiot! Lying next to you, thinking we were CONNECTED, and all along you're plotting some BS story?! This isn't just a little white lie, this is a reminder to actively DECEIVE the person you're supposedly with! My trust just shattered into a million pieces! Don't even TRY to deny it! I SAW IT! So what's the truth?! What lie were you going to feed me?! Because frankly, this is INFURIATING and it makes me question EVERYTHING! WELL F### YOU
so like... my friends? Yeah, they know. It's not a big deal with them, whatever. But my parents? Oh g##. It's like this huge, terrifying thing hanging over my head. Every time I'm around them, I feel this knot in my stomach. It's like I'm living this whole secret life, and the real me? I have to just... shove her down. Hide her away. And the thought... the actual thought of them finding out? It makes me feel sick. Like they wouldn't even want me anymore. Like all the love, everything we've ever had, would just... disappear. Vanish. They'd look at me like I'm some kind of monster, you know? And the idea of that... of them just... disowning me? It's like this constant fear in the back of my mind. It feels so real, so heavy. It's not just, like, a little disappointment. It's the fear of losing my... Read Full Rant