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I have a friend that I really like, and for the longest time I kept it close to my chest as she’s straight… or was, or something, I’m not entirely sure what the f### is going on. But a couple of months ago she was showing interest in me, flirting and such. I double checked with a few friends to make sure I wasn’t out of my mind, and then I asked her out and she said yes, but we only dated for a day. And I was good with that, honestly, but here recently she told me she’s not sure if it was the right decision and said that she gets really jealous thinking about me dating anyone else, and she just sounds like she’s actually into me but doesn’t want to admit it for some reason, which I guess I’m okay with, but whenever I try and talk to other people, go out on dates/get hookups and s###, she’s all disappointed and s### and it’s starting to get ridiculously annoying because I’m so ready to drop everything and do everything for her, but it feels like she doesn’t really give a s### about me. I live 3 hours away from home now, and I make trips home to see her and my friends, but when I talked about her driving up to see me when I get an apartment, she made it sound like that was absolutely ridiculous and that made me a bit p#####, but I mean no matter how much I know that she’s not good for me, I still really, really like her and I don’t think I can get over that any time soon and I just don’t know what to do and I’ve got way too many things that are way more important on my plate. I don’t know if she really gets what affect she has on me, and I’m not sure how to deal with her.