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I went into an open marriage a while back. Recently my spouse cut it off and wanted to go back to a closed marriage. That's great and all but I think I was falling in love with the man I was seeing, I didn't think I was until we closed the marriage. IDK, this guy (lets name him Chad) Chad just treated my special, loved on me, made me feel like his one and only, felt like he stopped the entire rest of the world and focused on me. He wanted me and I could feel it thru my body. His body was excited to see me. Like his literal body was shaking with excitement! I miss that, I love the way that made me feel. Now, I'll never get to feel the same way again. My spouse doesn't make me feel the same. I love my spouse and he is good to me but its just not the same. I miss being "extra" happy. Chad has his own family so there was no chance we were going to run away together or anything. It was just good, clean, happiness.. I miss him alot.

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