I just don't have anything left.
I'm longing to feel close to him, to truly experience what real love is like. All I want is for him to see me, to truly notice me. But maybe I should just let go of this hope. He's graduating this year, and I can't stop wondering what it will be like when he's no longer around.
is it bad that i tell everyone that i will never ever live with my husband's mother? i tried to forgive about the past, then she does things to show how she disrespect me as a wife to my husband. sometimes i regret coming to his country. sacrificing what i had. i feel alone and have noone to talk to that will understand my situation. my husband just lets people talk s### about me. my life is f#####. ive sacrificed more than my husband did. he sacrificed what, buying expensive things for himself. i dont need any of those this because things are replaceable. ive been here for him, helped him with his diabetes, gave him a child that he always wanted. i am trying to still take care of him. but i need someone to take care of me too. and i dont feel it. really so down right... Read Full Rant
i am from a poor country, my husband is in a rich country. we are living in his country. his friends thinks im a gold digger. WTF, i have my savings way before i met him. he has 0 savings in his account. I enjoyed my young life partying, drinking and f######. and now his friends thinks im a s###. he on the otherhand used drugs for 17yrs! all kinds, and yet he is better than me! WTF! why do i have all the criticism while he gets all the phrase? F###!!!!!!!!!!!!!
F###### rediculous how bad i miss him he just basically cut me off wont even f###### talk to me :(
I still can't get over him :( I miss him so much
I f###### hate my g## d### in laws wish they would just get into a f###### car accident and die
I’m new here and i'm ObscuraLyra. I speak what others won’t. No filters, no pretending. Just raw thoughts, spilled into the void. If you get it, you get it. If you don’t, then f### off.
Going to see one of my favorite bands live tonight. I put out an open invitation for any of my friends to join me with plenty of advance notice, but of course nobody responded, because they're all flakes or they don't have time/want to hang out with me anymore. I'm going to have a blast either way and maybe I'll fill them with FOMO when I flood the social media timeline with photos and videos and cool a## music lol
I swear to G##, if my sister coughs one more d### time, I'm going to absolutely lose my mind. It's a relentless, grating noise that drills into my skull. Just stop f###### coughing! I'm at my absolute limit!