It's so unfair how some people get born into families with healthy relationships and dynamics, and healthy ways to cope with things and just happy lives in general, and then others just get born into different degrees of shittiness. I hate that I can't fully blame anyone, that my parents had abusive or dysfunctional families themselves, and that they pass it down to us, their kids. But I can't blame them for s### because they're trying, I know they're trying and it hurts to see them struggle so much. But then also, theyve made us struggle. They've given me so many complexes and mental issues. And they don't even know it. I hate how complicated everything has to be and the fact that no matter how hard I try to be positive and all that bullcrap, I always end up feeling s###. And when I do, there's no one there.... Read Full Rant
I thought I was doing better, but it's all just the same all over again.
I hate being on my period so much end me
g## my moms been sleeping on the living room couch 24/7 nowadays. can’t do s### without her complaining that we’re too loud. can’t even live in the living room no more. what’s the point
I wish people didn’t treat me like a child. I don’t understand why they do it. I know I’m 17, practically a child in everyone else’s eyes, but even people my age treat me like a baby. They’re so demeaning, speaking to me slowly or like I’m stupid or something. I’m so much smarter than I look. I’m so much more capable than people think. Is it because I don’t speak enough? Why?
I think I'm over her and then she posts a cute picture of herself and I realize I am very much *not* over her 🙃
I'm applying for jobs im so nervous i feel like im going to throw up
five minutes home from the hospital and hes already screaming already making everything worse my mom just had lung cancer surgery spent a week dealing with complications and guess who wasnt there at all barely called barely checked in her husband my dad he had every excuse not to show up not to help and now shes finally home and hes making her life harder messing with her medical equipment yelling stressing her out when she needs peace i tried to stop him told him to leave but then he came at me like i was the problem dodged him like i always do and he stormed out but the damage is done my mom is fragile and im terrified hes going to stress her to the point where she cant breathe i wish shed leave go to my aunts house but shes stubborn her home her dog her comfort... Read Full Rant
lost 70lbs worked hard for it but the compliments are driving me insane im sick exhausted barely functioning and somehow people think i look amazing no i look like dog s### but apparently skinny dog s### is preferable to fat and healthy its infuriating ive done so much with my life while overweight but the moment i lose weight suddenly im worthy of praise i appreciate compliments when they actually make sense but right now i just wish people would stop treating weight loss like the ultimate achievement
met a guy liked him felt hopeful then suddenly hes the worlds worst texter replies hours later but still manages to post and share music like hes got all the time in the world i get being busy but its not that hard to make time for people i rarely meet anyone i actually like so when someone just disappears without saying anything its frustrating just be honest if youre not interested no need for all this weird fading out nonsense