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I wish my husband would stop baby talking to the ๐ถ ๐ก
I saw the way you looked at me today... If only I could just kiss you. oh g** f*** if you only knew
Sometimes I just want to scream into the F****** void. Itโs like Iโm drowning in everyone elseโs needs, and no one even notices Iโm struggling to breathe. I feel invisible, like Iโm just here to serve a purpose for others, and when Iโm not needed, I donโt exist. Itโs exhausting, and Iโm so tired of pretending Iโm okay when Iโm not.
Feeling so d*** lonely. Thought I could handle it, but itโs crushing me. All I want is someone to talk to someone who doesnโt irritate me or make it worse. Just one person. Jesus.
My friend and I moved into a house together. She invited her boyfriend to move in. She found out a week ago that shes pregnant....she hasn't told me and doesn't know I know, but told our other pregnant friend...before we moved in, I told her that i had a feeling that id be the one to move out because shed get pregnant. Thats why she hasnt told me.
wakin up everyday feels like draggin myself thru a storm i cant escape shame stick to me like a shadow and the weigh of bein abandoned crush any hope i try muster its like my life a hollow shell pretendin to be somethin it not while im stuck inside screamin to be heard its exhaustin and sometimes i wonder if its even worth it keep goin
Ive been thinking about picking up an instrument guitar seems like the best option but I genuinely have no clue where to begin. There are so many techniques, so many tutorials and I dont even know how to hold the f****** thing properly. I just want to start somewhere and not feel completely lost.
I'm such an awkward person. I wish I had some confidence. I always freak out when guys talk to me and I end up saying something stupid.
Hypersexual but deathly afraid of intimacy and unattractive. End me.