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WHY DO PEOPLE TAKE FOREVER TO TEXT BACK BUT SOMEHOW POST 12 INSTAGRAM STORIES IN THE SAME HOUR. IF YOU DONโT WANT TO TALK JUST SAY IT. DONโT LEAVE ME ON READ LIKE IโM A SIDE CHARACTER IN MY OWN D### LIFE.
I wish I could go back and hug the younger version of me who thought love meant sacrificing parts of herself. I gave so much to people who didnโt even notice. Now Iโm just trying to rebuild the parts I lost along the way.
Being strong all the time is exhausting. People think I have it together because I donโt cry in public or ask for help. But the truth is, I cry in the shower and talk myself out of spiraling every single day. Iโm not strong Iโm just surviving.
I hate how quickly I go from feeling okay to feeling like Iโm drowning. One small comment, one random thought, and suddenly my whole chest is heavy. Itโs like my emotions have no warning signs they just crash in and take over.
I didnโt realize how much I needed validation until I stopped getting it. Now everything I do feels pointless. I know I shouldnโt need praise to feel worthy, but I do. Iโm still learning how to be enough for myself.
I keep telling everyone Iโm fine because itโs easier than explaining the mess in my head. But Iโm tired of pretending. Tired of holding it together for everyone else. I wish I could fall apart without the fear of being left alone in the wreckage.
Iโve made mistakes. Big ones. Ones I donโt talk about because I still carry the guilt like a second skin. I want to believe I can move forward and be better, but part of me wonders if Iโll always be that version of myself that hurt people.
I donโt think people realize how lonely it is to be surrounded by people who donโt really see you. Iโm in a room full of voices and I still feel like Iโm screaming into a void. I just want someone to look me in the eye and actually hear me.
Iโm not sure when I stopped feeling excited about life. Everything just feels like something I have to get through. Days blend into each other. I smile. I work. I sleep. But I donโt feel alive. I miss the version of me that used to dream.
Sometimes I wonder if I missed my chance to be someone better. Iโve spent so many years on autopilot, doing what people expected, hiding who I really was. Now I donโt even know if Iโm capable of change or just stuck pretending Iโm okay.