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Turns out I have a severe vitamin D deficiency. That explains why I’ve been taking naps daily and still been exhausted.
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This feels really embarrassing to admit but I’ve been thinking a close friend of mine has a crush on me for a while and I think maybe I’m wrong and it really hurts :/ I’m not even mentally healthy enough to date someone but the idea I just can’t at all hurts a lot f###. I liked the idea he liked me like that…
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Tw: abuse
It’s weird to say I might have C-PTSD because I really want to argue nothing that happened was THAT bad, but I suppose it can affect you regardless.
I mean, idk. I experienced SA at the hands of a friend’s dad but that was a one time thing. My sister SA’d me too but we were both kids.
My sister got taken by CPS while I didn’t. I experienced a lot of arguing growing up. My mom was an addict. We lived with one of her bfs who was outright physically abusive to her (verbally to me) but we got it eventually. There was one time where she went missing for three days. Her next bf once walked into my room naked because head high on drugs.
Is this enough for C-PTSD??
Tw: Family death, suicide
Losing my mom to suicide has genuinely destroyed me. Almost two years and I’m getting worse every day. I feel like I’m going to follow her.
Anyway. If anyone remembers me from muttr hi I am doing worse
I feel like I’m dying.