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I miss them really bad. Did I really mean so little to them?
So uh my best friend blocked me on everything for dating this guy because they don’t get along well with him. Was suicidal and went to the hospital and got hospitalized. I’m out now but still feel like I can’t survive without them. They genuinely want nothing to do with me. They were my favorite person.
Ever since I met that one friend I’ve gotten a lot worse mentally. I think it’s due to me mirroring them, becoming overly attached, and getting used to that intensity when I was their FP. I liked it. I liked them constantly thinking about me and interacting with me and I miss that, even if things are HEALTHIER now. I’m way too overly attached and don’t know how to stop and I’ve noticed I’m starting to become overly attached to some other people like it’s my brain’s way of coping.
I have a “crush” on two friends but I’m very hesitant to do anything about it both due to general anxiety and a fear that I don’t truly love them but rather the idea of them and therefore our relationship would be unhealthy. But I really, really wanna date them both… they’re both polyamorous and dating each other so it’s...Read Full Rant
I really don’t think I’m his crush. This makes me feel really sad. I thought I was. What if I ruined my chance
This whole situation is absurd. So basically. I have a friend with BPD and likely some other cluster B disorder and we became friends and I was their FP. Me being their FP means they gave me lots of attention and I really enjoyed it.
But nowadays I’m not really their FP anymore. I am genuinely a close friend of theirs. But they have a problem with avoiding those they genuinely care about. So it’s led to me feeling unwanted or abandoned and like I NEED to be their FP again even though me not being their FP is a good thing- it’s a sign they genuinely like and care for me MORE because the FP attachment is inherently shallow. But now we rarely talk and I’m so sad I wanna talk to them more come back care about me again please
(They literally do care about me a lot)...Read Full Rant
Turns out I have a severe vitamin D deficiency. That explains why I’ve been taking naps daily and still been exhausted.
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This feels really embarrassing to admit but I’ve been thinking a close friend of mine has a crush on me for a while and I think maybe I’m wrong and it really hurts :/ I’m not even mentally healthy enough to date someone but the idea I just can’t at all hurts a lot f###. I liked the idea he liked me like that…